Mis3rabl3 Lif3

2010-02-08T18:54:00.001+08:00

Why are we arguing thru YM?????

2010-02-08T14:55:00.003+08:00

Today morning I have been working as usual and surf net while uploading data into the system. I found that many of my ex-schoolmates getting marry and already married. Part of it surprise me because they still study and some just graduated. Life move so fast. 6years ago we still study in highschool and enjoying life.

Time flies.....

2010-01-30T23:46:00.002+08:00

A Box Full Of Kisses

The story goes that some time ago, a man punished his 3-year-old daughter for wasting a roll of gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and he became infuriated when the child tried to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift to her father the next morning and said, "This is for you, Daddy." The man was embarrassed by his earlier over reaction, but his anger flared again when he found out the box was empty. He yelled at her, stating, "Don't you know, when you give someone a present, there is supposed to be something inside? The little girl looked up at him with tears in her eyes and cried, "Oh, Daddy, it's not empty at all. I blew kisses into the box. They're all for you, Daddy." The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little girl, and he begged for her forgiveness. Only a short time later, an accident took the life of the child. It is also told that her father kept that gold box by his bed for many years and, whenever he was discouraged, he would take out an imaginary kiss and remember the love of the child who had put it there.

In a very real sense, each one of us, as humans beings, have been given a gold container filled with unconditional love and kisses... from our children, family members, friends, and God. There is simply no other possession, anyone could hold, more precious than this.

2010-01-30T23:28:00.001+08:00

FLOWER OF THE WEEKEND.........

- look like a fake flowers but it is real -

2010-01-29T09:33:00.000+08:00

We love foods... From western to oriental. We just love it. One nice sunny day, me and my sister went to Gurney Plaza for window shopping and had our dinner at Nando. We always eat at Nando. Either on mainland or island. We still love it very much. We just love any foods which have rich taste. Yummiee.....

2010-01-04T14:33:00.005+08:00

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2009-11-10T21:28:00.003+08:00

I'm going to Korea on this coming Thursday and I don't even feel happy.
Not excited and I'm just moody. Coming back home make me so sad.
I don't like coming back home now.
Life change and peoples change...

What should I do?

2009-05-29T09:35:00.002+08:00

My Tarot Card - The Lover

The Lovers is predominantly a card of the emotions, and it often portrays love that is divinely blessed, either by Cupid, an angel, or by God Himself. This seems to imply that nothing but good can come of this union, though with such a dualistic card there is always the potential for a sad conclusion, despite the best of beginnings. After all, love is like a flame because it can ignite the blaze of passion, but also because it can consume and destroy if used carelessly. Love is a wonderful thing, but profane or unrequited love has the power to tear families and lives apart. The Lovers has within it the potential for such love and we must always be cautious of it.

My Palm Reading - Blissful and Loving Life

Your hands tell you that you will live a blissful and loving life in which you are surrounded by loved ones and enjoy the close bonds you've developed with people - your family, friends, neighbors, co-workers, children, etc. These will be the people who are eager to share your happiness or help you out during difficult times.

Meaning Behing My Name - Popular and Optimistic

You are a very exciting person. Everyone loves you. You have excellent ways of viewing people. And most of the time you think positively.

Chinese Astrology - Tiger

Tigers are strong but very emotional and sensitive. They can get stubborn over things that they believe to be right or true.

Eccentric and dramatic, Fire Tigers are aglow with passion and verve. They are outgoing, expressive and look on the bright side of things. They have the Tiger's natural ability to lead others and are able to excite others simply with their own gift of enthusiasm. They can be funny and have great senses of humor. Tigers are powerful speakers and have the ability to command and persuade crowds through speech. Their own seemingly endless supply of energy can make them appear a bit dramatic, and it may make them more sensitive to cautious or down-to-earth approaches in others.

lovable, alluring, warm-hearted, altruistic, honourable, hard-working, pleasant, independent, engaging, dynamic and idealist sweetie pies

rash, hot-headed, reckless, infatuated, quarrelsome, caustic, moody, predatory, rebellious, disobedient and irreverent rascals

My Birth Month about Me - September

Suave and compromising
Careful, cautious and organized
Likes to point out people's mistake
Likes to criticize
Quiet but able to talk well
Calm and cool
Kind and sympathetic
Concerned and detailed
Trustworthy, loyal and honest
Does work well
Sensitive
Thinking
Good memory
Clever and knowledgeable
Loves to look for information
Must control oneself when criticizing
Able to motivate oneself
Understanding
Secretive
Loves sports, leisure and traveling
Hardly shows emotions
Tends to bottle up feelings

2009-04-09T10:29:00.003+08:00

Today I feel like want to cry working in the office and facing all my colleagues
I need to bear to stay for 7 hours here. Please make the time pass faster.
Today will be better IF I take MC and lie on the bed under my comforter with all the pillows and bolsters around me. The comfort I receives from the bed. Just think of it make me feel better.

Rain rain please go away and bring me the sun...

2009-04-05T22:18:00.002+08:00

Difference between WIFE and GIRLFRIEND...

Some people say: Wife is a HARIMAU (TIGER)
Girlfriend is HARI HARI MAHU (everyday also need)

And some say: Wife is like TV, Girlfriend is like Handphone (HP). At home watch TV, go out bring HP. No money sell TV. Got money change HP. Sometimes enjoy TV but most of the time play with HP. TV free for life but for HP if you don't pay, the services will be terminated.
TV is big, bulky and most of the time old but HP is cute, slim, curvy and very portable at any time.

Operational cost for TV is often acceptable but for HP is high and often demanding.
Most Important, TV got remote but HP don't have.

Last but not least, TV do not have virus but HP have VIRUS.
Once get it, HABIS LAH (GONE). So better choose TV

Thanks Stanley, sharing with me this email.

2009-04-05T21:40:00.002+08:00

Recently I do not know what I want in my life.
In so small amounts of time, so many things had happens - bad and good.
Sometimes, I feel very frustrated with my life and jobs but I do not have much choice. Life seem so colourful. The colourful of life is make from the happiness, sadness, frustration, wonderful, stress, tension, bored and etc. The combination of all these make our life more colourful but yet I found that sadness is more than happiness.

Live to work OR Work to live. Which phrase am I in now...? I'm so confuse most of the time.

~~~Life so miserable ~~

2009-03-14T22:59:00.006+08:00

Attending Syam's Niece Wedding

This is not my first time attending Malay Wedding. But this wedding look warm and cozy. I really like the wedding and their homely style. My pretty lady host is Syam. Thanks for invite me and my family for the wedding. This is very warm. Attended with my mom, dad and youngest sister.

They have alot peoples and relative attending the wedding.

2009-03-09T22:09:00.002+08:00

Today is Monday and two hours later will be Tuesday
Holiday just end like that and I need to go back to the life that I don't really enjoy - work + work + work
I miss "someone" very much...
I wonder did that "someone" thinking of me and miss me as I do
I hate this feeling that I having now.
Feel and Emotion is a very complicated and very hard to understand...

~~~Life will be better tomorrow~~~

2009-02-27T01:34:00.000+08:00

Pictures of the day...

- most memorable day of my life

- the most exciting day in my life

- wonderful day of my life

- the love of my life

- life of my life

2008-12-28T01:02:00.000+08:00

Christmas 2008 in Haadyai, Thailand

2008-12-15T14:11:00.002+08:00

Beyonce Knowles If I Were A Boy Lyrics

2008-12-12T12:32:00.005+08:00

The Story of the Rainbow

Once upon a time, all the colours in the world started to quarrel. Each claimed that she was the best, the most important, the most useful, the favourite...

Green said: “Clearly I am the most important. I am the sign of life and of hope. I was chosen for grass, trees, leaves — without me all the animals would die. Look out over the countryside and you will see that I am in the majority.”

Blue interrupted: “You only think about the earth, but consider the sky and the sea. It is water that is the basis of life and this is drawn up by the clouds from the blue sea. The sky gives space and peace and serenity. Without my peace you would all be nothing but busybodies.”

Yellow chuckled: “You are all so serious. I bring laughter, gaiety and warmth into the world. The sun is yellow, the moon is yellow, the stars are yellow. Every time you look at a sunflower the whole world starts to smile. Without me there would be no fun.”

Orange started next to blow her own trumpet: “I am the colour of health and strength. I may be scarce, but I am precious for I serve the inner needs of human life. I carry all the most important vitamins. Think of carrots and pumpkins, oranges, mangoes and pawpaws. I don’t hang around all the time, but when I fill the sky at sunrise or sunset, my beauty is so striking that no one gives another thought to any of you.”

Red could stand it no longer. He shouted out: “I’m the ruler of you all, blood, life’s blood. I am the colour of danger and of bravery. I am willing to fight of a cause. I bring fire in the blood. without me the earth would be empty as the moon. I am the colour of passion and love; the red rose, poinsettia and poppy.”

Purple rose up to his full height. He was very tall and he spoke with great pomp: “I am the colour of royalty and power. Kings, chiefs and bishops have always chosen me for I am a sign of authority and wisdom. People do not question me — they listen and obey.”

Indigo spoke much more quietly than all the others, but just as determinedly: “Think of me, you all become superficial. I represent thought and reflection, twilight and deep waters. You need me for balance and contrast, for prayer and inner peace.”

And so the colours went on boasting, each convinced that they were the best. Their quarrelling became louder and louder.

Suddenly there was a startling flash of brilliant white lightning; thunder rolled and boomed. Rain started to pour down relentlessly. The colours all crouched down in fear, drawing close to one another for comfort.

Then Rain spoke:
“You foolish colours, fighting among yourselves, each trying to dominate the rest. Do you not know that God made you all? Each for a special purpose, unique and different. He loves you all. He wants you all. Join hands with one another and come with me. He will stretch you across the sky in a great bow of colour, as a reminder that he loves you all, that you can live together in peace — a promise that he is with you,— a sign of hope for tomorrow.”

And so whenever God has used a good rain to wash the world, He puts the rainbow in the sky, and when we see it, let us remember to appreciate one another.

Story by Anne Hope's on 1978 - Indian Legend -

2008-08-12T01:39:00.002+08:00

My Graduation Day

I already waited for 4 year to have this moment to happen in my life.

I got to meet up all my friends in MMU, Cyberjaya. Anyway I from MMU, Melaka but it doesn't matter because everyone will be doing the gathering and convocation at Cyberjaya. I not only met up with my coursemate but also with friends from IT and Engineering Faculty. Is superb fun. There is so many pictures that we snap during that day. I was wonderful. Most of the lecturers attended the convocations. My parents attended my convocation. We drove all the way down to to KL then to Cyberjaya and stop 1 night at Melaka to visit Anne and Kuhan. In KL meet up with Jasmin (Thanks Jasmin for letting us stay 1 night at your place there) and I miss the shopping moment at 1-U. When I reach Melaka, unfortunately that Kooks (Kuhan aka Babi / Lembu) changed his plan and back to his "Kandang Lembu" in Seremban.

Happy Graduation...!!!

2008-05-21T00:45:00.003+08:00

Can a person go through all kinds of emotion at a time...???

This is what I feel and going through right now.
Just that I can't said or spell out the actual feeling.
I'm a person who is full of weird emotion all the time.
I gonna miss my lonely and miserable life in Melaka.
Actually, I love my lonely and miserable life more.
I know is weird to said so but still I used to the life.
Survive life in Melaka without watching TV for 4 years.
Replace TV with computer and Internet.
It has become part of my life.
I don't think I can survive without my laptop and Internet connection.
Life without freedom. The smell of freedom getting lesser.
The smell and feel of freedom getting farer away from me from time to time.
Wish that some vampire out there would come and turn me into one of them.
I would appreciate and thanks that kinds of help if you really in turning me into one.
Friends come and go, leave a big foot steps in my life.
The life will never ever be the same again.
Life so empty but yet still very colourful.

2008-05-17T18:52:00.004+08:00

Life isn't interesting at all,

Life isn't fun at all,

Life isn't cool at all,

Life is colourful...

-Phoebe Chan -

2008-05-14T02:54:00.007+08:00

The Dinner in Le Garden

This is the dinner with my Marketing Group for Strategic Marketing in Le Garden at Dataran Pahlawan, Melaka on May 12, 2008.

From left is Kenny, Tracy, Hwa Shan, Phoebe (me) and Mohammed.

Wow... That my ice cream - chocolate and jagung (corn) flavour...

yummy... yummy... yummy....

This is four chinese posing and only for chinese...
From left is from Pahang, Negeri Sembilan, Penang and Melaka...

After dinner, surely must do posing a little bit...

Posing again...
So fun taking pictures...
oh... Mohammed in the picture...
Welcome to the geng....!!!!

Posing again....
hahaha...
Tracy there in scene
Welcome to the geng and family ya...

Only for girls in the group....

This two fella is only male in my group...
Both is still single and available....
Need the number don't be hesitate to contact me ya....

So fun even a simple dinner we having there.
Wish we will having more fun again before we depart to follow our own route after graduate.

2008-05-14T02:37:00.003+08:00

The Update of Life in Xuan Cafe...

Actually this is my first time entering the cafe. Location suggestion by Shan because I never been there. Nice of her introduce me to the cafe and also driving us (me and Kuan) there.

So nice Shan and Kuan posing in front of the camera. Two pretty and hot chicks...

hahaha... me and Kuan posing in front the camera... Is my turn now... :P

Still me and Kuan... Not finish in posing yet... Fun ya...!!!

Is my turn with Shan posing in front the camera again...
Wanna the number of pretty girl next to me...???

So, that the drinking session in Xuan Cafe. The life of 3 peoples that going no where everyday and night.

Life our life to maximum....

P/S: This post suppose to be 2 weeks ago.

2008-05-11T18:18:00.003+08:00

Happy Mother's Day to all the mummies, moms and mothers in the world...

For my mom, I love you very much and thanks for all the loves, care, comfort and advices u gave me. I'll treasure it till the end, Wanna let you know that I love you as more then I ever know. Your the holiest things alive.

"A mother is the truest friend we have, when trials, heavy and sudden, fall upon us; when adversity takes the place of prosperity; when friends who rejoice with us in our sunshine, desert us when troubles thicken around us, still will she cling to us, and endeavor by her kind precepts and counsels to dissipate the clouds of darkness, and cause peace to return to our hearts." - Washington Irving

2008-05-11T03:21:00.001+08:00

The Seoul Garden

Having lunch with Kuan, Hwa Shan and Hwa EE ( Shan's youngest sister). Basically this two fella - sisters missing in the scene cause they busy taking pictures in front of me and Kuan.

Kuan busy with her egg cooking session...

This was the outcome of the egg cooking session by Kuan.
Her egg was smiling at us, that miracle...
Give her a big applause....

Me like disturb her while she was so concentrating on her delicious egg...

Having fun eating there...
And also there goes the shopping...

P/S: This picture and blog suppose to be 1 month ago.

2008-05-06T00:46:00.002+08:00

I'm damn aimless and hopeless....
Everyone have their own goals and dreams...
Maybe I will find one fine day to take my time rest and relax
Hopefully, I will know what I want to do for my life...

2008-05-02T01:37:00.003+08:00

Over Smartness Only Brings Downfall

Once a cunning jackal called Demise lived in a forest. While searching for food he once entered the city. The city dogs surrounded him and started barking at him. In a bid to save himself he ran into a dyer’s house. In haste he jumped into a pot which was full of blue dye.

When he emerged out of the pot, Demise was dyed blue. He did not resemble a jackal at all. Soon he came out of the dyer’s house and went to the forest. The other forest dwellers did not recognise him and started to run away from him in fear. They warned each other of a strange blue animal whose strength they did not know.

When Demise, the smart jackal, saw this, he called the animals and said, “Do not fear me. I am God’s creation like you. God has sent me as your King. You can live happily in my Kingdom.” All the animals heard Demise’s words and bowed their heads in reverence and said,” Your Majesty, we all will abide by your rule.” Then the jackal assigned various tasks to all the animals.

Thus the blue jackal, Demise, ruled the forest. Even the lion and the tiger were mere hunters for him. He was clever enough to keep at a safe distance from his own community. Demise now led a grand life.

After some days Demise, due to arrogance and being egoist on account of over smartness, had forgotten that he was a jackal at all. One day as he held the court he heard a strange voice coming from far away. He at once recognised the voices to be that of his jackal brethren. He was overwhelmed with brotherly love and howled out loudly.

At his howling the animals recognised Demise being the jackal. They knew that they had been fooled by the cunning jackal. The lion immediately attacked Demise in anger and tore him to pieces. Thus, the Blue Jackal met his end on account of his over smartness.

2008-04-27T20:52:00.004+08:00

Around The World in Three Days...

Me and the shisa

This is basically in Yemen booth. yeah...~~~ also where our friend Mohammed Saeed come from. This booth represent his country which known as Republic of Yemen.

Actually I was there for 30mins only cause rushing to another class after the Service Business Management class. Ended up snapping pictures and chatting with Joanne and Mohammed.

P/S: Thanks Mohammed, your effort of sending all these picture to me. It took you weeks to send me. Hahaha... I know you also busy with FYP and marketing plan. So do I. Anyway, thanks and I really do enjoy chatting with you this early morning.

2008-04-27T12:15:00.001+08:00

I guess many of you never see her before and but some of you did...
Wanna introduce to everyone, she is my elder sister, Jesz
Today is some important day because is her birthday.
The god gave my parents, me and my family a gift which is my elder sister.
I love you very much sis...
Even though we quarrel and fight till max but still you are the best.
Thanks for everything you done for me...
You're the most pretty, sexy, marvelous, fabulous and hot dude...
I guess many people will agree with me...
I love you...

Happy 26th Birthday...!!!

2008-04-26T23:27:00.001+08:00

This evening Anne and I was having dinner in McD, JJ. There are so many people there in weekend. Me finding a seat while waiting for Anne making order for our dinner. I got a seat in front of a family which have 4 sons. Wow... my family dominate by girls. I can't imagine family with all sons. hahaha... I guess it will be pretty cool for my only brother. So, the little boy was waiting with his mom for his dad and bro to bring over their dinner. Actually, I envy him cause he can have a simple family dinner even in McD. I miss the moment of my bro and sis at home. We hardly sit down and eat together because they're so far away from home and me also far away from home. My parents always busy and same go to us. This little boy was not very happy with his mom. And got some hot argument. He have lovely brothers. One of the brother walk up to him with a small gift from McD Happy Meal. He lightened up... with this little gift that manage to change his mood and smile through out the dinner. Can see that he forgot everything about the arguments. I guess he is in his own world with the toy. Then I turn around and found that most of the kids there were holding the toy. The tiny green stuff. It look like The Hulk to me. Even the kid next to me was playing with the toy. Anne found out the name of the toy character, "Ben Ten". We both have no ideas what is that cartoons or character. We are out of date. Is funny that we actually so lack behind till that we don't care much of many stuffs happening around us.

I wonder if all of us living in this simple life like the kids, that save a lot of problems.

Wish that I can be like them.

Anyway, I'm happy with my life.

Thanks to my parents for all the love and efforts to make our life so comfortable.

I love you all so much.

2008-04-26T15:54:00.001+08:00

Cartoon Persona

Horoscope Personality

2008-04-23T21:06:00.002+08:00

I can feel the happiness here around me...

Make me smile and laugh...

I'll make the revenge one fine day, on what you done today...

2008-04-23T00:28:00.000+08:00

I'm so damn confuse now...!!!!!!

2008-04-22T23:13:00.003+08:00

Someone is willing to sponsor free trip to anywhere I feel like going but I here to reject it. Anywhere I name it and anytime I want it to be.
Is a nice offer and "magic word"
hhhmmm...
I know is stupid that I don't accept the offer.
If I accept the trip and the offer then is not real me anymore.
Some people will scolded me and even said that I'm stupid and why don't just accept it.
I prefer to go holiday or even vacation with my own money.
Just accept the real person of me.
What u see is what u get from me.
You know me better then other peoples and you should understand it.
Maybe your one fine day will happen...
Anyway, you will be always be in "there" as usual...

2008-04-19T17:34:00.000+08:00

2008-04-19T17:26:00.003+08:00

~~~Yummy yummy yummy~~~

This is my lunch, Wild Mushroom Soup with added extra button mushroom and pepper...

This is my last can of wild mushroom soup that decorated with aunty (my landlady) nice and cute bowl. And that paper beneath the bowl I got it from somewhere else during the buffet dinner in KL. Haha...

Nice decoration for my last can of mushroom soup....

2008-04-17T22:55:00.000+08:00

"Adults are always asking little kids what they want to be when they grow up becasue they're looking for ideas..."

2008-04-15T03:50:00.003+08:00

When ordering foods for mamak session...
You won't miss out that the same foods will be on the table for the Hippo, Chicken and Babi.

Orange Juice Jumbo
Teh Panas aka Hot Milk Tea
Teh Tarik aka Special Hot Milk Tea
Maggie Goreng
Burger Ayam
Roti Cheese
Roti Double Cheese
Sandwich - optional

~~~~~~~~~~Yummy Yummy Yummy~~~~~~~~~~

2008-04-12T17:40:00.004+08:00

Outing with Amanda, Dorren, Shirley and Ling.

After having our dinner at Old Town Kopitiam at Auto City, Juru. We decided have a walked at Flea Market. This is mostly our routine for Friday, Saturday and Sunday night at there in Auto City.

Bought this crystal handphone key chain

This is our DAP....

D = Dorren

A = Amanda

P = Phoebe

Still have three alphabets which is Y, K and M.

Our yumcha session in Starbuck as usual. If not Starbuck then will be ended up in McD.

Three girls talking some crap after sometime did not meet up. Another two is not really included in the conversation because Dorren is my youngest sister (too young for the conversation) and another is friend's friend. It was fun and cool.

Love ya babes and dudes.

We gonna meet up soon again.

2008-04-11T22:38:00.004+08:00

A simple friend has never seen you cry.

A real friend shoulder is soggy from your tears.

A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names.

A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.

A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party.

A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean.

A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed.

A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.

A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems.

A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.

A simple friend wonders about your romantic history.

A real friend could blackmail you with it!

A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.

A real friend calls you after you had a fight.

A simple friend expects you to always be there for them.

A real friend expects to always be there for you!

2008-04-06T03:16:00.003+08:00

One Saturday afternoon, Chimpanzee came down to Melaka. So, Babi suggested that we have fun in Kota A Famosa Water World Park on Sunday afternoon after lunch. Then Chicken, Babi, Chimpanzee and Hippo headed to the Water World in Alor Gajah, Melaka. It was very exciting day. The weather is very cloudy and good for outdoor activities like this. Inside the car, they are having alot of fun chatting and teasing each other. When four of the friends reach the destination, they bought the ticket directly and went to the park. The first pool on sight was the Wave Pool. This is the most fun part of all the activities there. Alot of animals was waiting for the wave in the pool. Then, Chicken, Babi, Hippo and Chimpanzee directly headed to the Wave Pool and alot others was in the pool. The temperature of the water is pretty cold and nice for the hot weather.

Chicken suggested that they rent some "balloon". So, they rent two of the "balloon" which is both yellow colour. Obviously one of the "balloon" is for Chicken. Chimpanzee and Babi sharing another one "balloon". After having fun for awhile, the four friends suggested to have fun in other water activities. So, they walked around. Then reach to the River Pool, Chicken and Chimpanzee get into the "balloon". They have some small racing among them with Babi and Hippo pushing them.

Then Chicken craved for some extreme games. Then, Chicken suggested a Body Slide. Babi and Chimpanzee rejected the ideas. Hippo accompany Chicken to the Body Slide. It was pretty high and need to climb the stairs that look like never ending. When Hippo reach on top of the station, she start to be coward. Looking down to the station. OMG... That is not pretty high, it is damn freaking high. ( >.< ) Hippo told Chicken that she want to get down first. She don't want to left behind cause she might change her mind and get down from the stairs. Hippo sat on the body sliding entrance. Shutting her mind and push herself down. It was pretty exciting when the sliding start and it's fun. When Hippo reach the end and fall into the pool, Chimpanzee and Babi was waiting for her sitting at the corner of the pool. In awhile, Chicken also reach the pool. The next games was the Inner Tube. It suit for four players. These four friends went to the station and is pretty high. Chimpanzee and Babi start to freak out and when Hippo and Chicken got into the tube. Hippo start to freak out too. But Hippo, Babi and Chimpanzee did not leave the tube. Before they get ready, the guard started to push the tube down. Several scream started...

Hippo: I don't want.... I don't want..... arghhh...........
Babi: Arghhh...... Arghhh...... Arghhh......
Chimpanzee: Arghhh.... Arghhh.........

The Chicken is the coolest among the friends. Hippo, Babi and Chimpanzee saluted at Chicken and gave a big applauses.

P/S: So sorry if I miss out some important details. Haha...

2008-04-04T01:45:00.004+08:00

This reply is for one of the comment stated in previous blog...
A friend of my ask me to blog about real life (How real u wanna it be...???)
Asking me write something dengan penuh perasaan, real life stories lar... (full of feeling...)
So, it will be more interesting...
My blog can be famous as well as the owner of the blog

To Dear Anonymous,

My life kinda of bored and not interesting
I'm a person which is anti-social like you...
CAN'T live with the friendship of only 2 person...
My friends consists of 2 peoples and that make us become 3 include me
The name is babi and chicken...
Anti-social only make friend with anti-social
That make us become un-anti-social when we are together...
I have no one to compare with, that make my life no challenges
So, life kinda bored...
My life is damn freaking bored which is only contained of hunt for foods, shopping, midnite tea time and lepak-ing...
Someone said that I very mysterious...
Did I..???

Anti-social,
Phoebe

2008-04-01T20:21:00.000+08:00

Once long ago, Dog was married to Cat. They were happy together, but every night when Dog came home from work, Cat said she was too sick to make him dinner. Dog was patient with this talk for a while, but he soon got mighty tired of fixing dinner for them both after a hard day's work. After all, Cat just stayed home all day long.

One day, Dog told Cat he was going to work, but instead he hid in the cupboard and watched Cat to see if she really was sick. As soon as Cat thought Dog had left, she started playing games with Kitten. They laughed and ran about. Cat wasn't the least bit sick.

Dog jumped out of the cupboard. When Cat saw him, she stuck a marble in her cheek and told Dog she had a toothache. Dog got so mad at her he started chasing her around and around the house.

Dogs have been chasing Cats ever since.

2008-03-28T04:53:00.002+08:00

I writing this blog at 4.53am and i freaking widely awake
SHIT... I'm still awake!!!
Emotionally and physically tired
Mentally still wide awake...
What am I going to do now...???
Later at 8am gonna join Kuan and Hwa Shan to the KL
Now feeling abit headache, dizzy, feeling like vomiting, coughing and emo
Jolene is sleeping like a baby
Wish you all the best roomie in 2 exams later...
I gonna skip all my classes...
Bye bye class...

I'm the EMO segala EMO....

2008-03-26T16:17:00.005+08:00

Happy 22nd Birthday Anne Chew....

Let me sing you a Happy Birthday song...
Here I start now...
1...
2....
3.....

Happy Birthday to you...
Happy Birthday to Anne Chew
Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday to you...

xoxo
Phoebe

Our friendship is a treasure that

I cherish with all my heart.

Our friendship is enduring,

even though we’re far apart.

It’s a big world you know,

and if things get hard out there.

Remember that you have a friend

waiting for you here.

I wish you the best of luck

and hope your dreams come true.

Just remember you have a friend

who wants to hear from you

Happy Birthday Anne Chew...

P'S: Pictures will be uploaded very soon...

Anne and her cakes....

Phoebe, Anne and Jolene

Lucky shit Kuhan...

2008-03-25T15:51:00.002+08:00

I was just finish with my exam, which is Electronic Comm...
Exam was in the between of OK and NOT OK...
So, I decided to call my sis and brother that I just finish with my exam

Calling my sis, Jesz
Kring.... Kring... Kring...

Phoebe: Hey sis
Jesz: Hey... U not going into exam...???
Phoebe: Errmmm... I just came out from exam room la...
Jesz: What the... Now is just 8.50pm. So fast... Kan ur exam at 8.30pm
Phoebe: Yeah la... I take 20mins for 50MCQs
Jesz: Very tough ar... U ok there... I'm doing some shopping now. Buy you something, ok. Don't be sad.
Phoebe: Oh ok. Thanks. ( Did I sound sad)

Call my brother, Seong.
Kring... Kring... Kring...

Phoebe: Hey bro
Seong: Hey... Apa macam babe? Not going for exam now...
Phoebe: Still surviving. I just out from exam. How you know?
Seong: Jesz called just now. haha... like brother like sister... Study is not for human (direct translate from hokkien)
Phoebe: Ermmm... (speechless)
Seong: You sound macam sad only. This only midterm la... Enjoy life
Phoebe: Not sad. I'm sick.
Seong: You go back sleep la. Need anything you call me.
Phoebe: Oh ok.

Then SMS Jolene for dinner.

Phoebe: Hey... I done with my exam dy. Wanna go for dinner now.

Jolene: Yo! So fast... Miss call me once you reach.

When to Cahaya Dinar at 9pm for dinner
OMG... The place stinks like SHIT...
Waited for our food.
We order 2 maggie goreng (mine is extra spicy and chili), teh tarik and milo panas.
Done makan-ing the food and is just 9.30pm

Phoebe: Wei... Now already 9.30pm and we already done with our dinner. All my friends just out from exam leh... so weird sial...

Jolene: MCQs only... No need take long time...

Phoebe: Emmm...

Yen Aik said I come after 15mins. I'm so fast meh...
Samore our venue not in the same room.
So far our venue, you also know...
I'm speechless to you...
You also not bad mer...
At your venue you're the 1st person to come out from exam before 9pm...

2008-03-24T20:51:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, I feel like I'm bursting with joy!

Current mood: Energetic

Name: Baby Hippo
Age: 1
Gender: Girl
Location: ~~~Wonderland~~~

I like:

Eat
Shopping
Dreaming
Reading
Laughing & Smiling

I dislike:

Bitch & Slut
Attend Classes
Liar
Nagging
Hot Weather

2008-03-24T15:20:00.008+08:00

Many people will walk in and out of your life.
But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.
To handle yourself, use your head;
To handle others, use your heart.

Friends
Anger is only one letter short of danger

If someone betrays you once, it is his fault;
If he betrays you twice, it is your fault.

Great minds discuss ideas;
Average minds discuss events;
Small minds discuss people.

He, who loses money, loses much;

He, who loses a friend, loses much more;

He, who loses faith, loses all.

Beautiful young people are accidents of nature,

But beautiful old people are works of art.

Learn from the mistakes of others

You can't live long enough to make them all yourself.

Friends, you and me...

You brought another friend...

And then there were 3...

We started our group...

Our circle of friends...

And like that circle...

There is no beginning or end...

Yesterday is history.

Tomorrow is mystery.

Today is a gift.
That is why it is called the present.

2008-03-23T21:15:00.002+08:00

This is only part of my collection of my photos and my life in Melaka...

Look pretty enjoy our life here...

This is during my 21st B'day last year...

Hands - Amanda and Phoebe

This is at my house...

2008-03-23T20:36:00.002+08:00

Hi... hi... hi...
I'm back to here again after nearly a year...
I have been missing for ages, year, months, days, hours, minutes, seconds and bla bla bla...
actually I'm not been anywhere and same as usual but with my second blog webpage...
this is my first blog and my second blog is at Yahoo! 360 Mis3rabl3 Lif3
I can't really remember why do I created another blog for myself but once a while i will come here. So, update my life here again after been missing for so long.
My life still pretty much the same as previous - miserable all the day, night and even all the time.
after reading all my previous post I found I change alot (i guess so...)
I usually don't have friends in my class and now i have pretty much of them and mostly from Marketing Management classes.
Spending less time with Kuhan and Anne
Jasmine, Yen Li and other graduated
Life slightly different now and I going to graduate in 2 more months
Isn't that sound freaky fast...
I wonder what my life will be... - don dare to imagine yet...
Everything just still very fresh in my mind...
I just done with my internship at Plexus Manufacturing (Penang) Sdn. Bhd. for around 5 months
I move house again and will be my only and last here...
I staying with Jolene and Aunt 6
Spend less time mamak-ing and yum cha-ing with friends late at night or very early in the morning (bet u all can't imagine how early is my early)
I went back home Penang very often and I just came back from Penang 3 days ago
Spend more time in front my pc and internet is my life
hometown friends still remain the same Cheen Yi, Shirley and Bee Hui (anyone I left out then very sorry ya!!!)
Today I'm sick again - cough, sore throat, headache
I'm still as lazy as previous and no improvement on that (i wonder when i gonna change my life)
Crap nonsence and joke will be the first priority in my life
Moving back to Penang after i graduate is the only thing i can think of...
Pillows, bolsters, bed, blanket is still very important to me...
Assignments, exams, presentations and reports never getting less
ahhh... I have a dog which is known as Dexter (dalmatian)
i feel he's a bit crazy but fun and my dad loves him alot... Man Best Friend
When to Genting Highland for the weather with Hwa Shan and Kuan last month and pretty fun...
Bought myself a new watch (EVERLAST) still in the box and paper bag - staying there for 3 weeks already
Bla, bla, bla and bla....
I can't recall what else i do and pretty much things happy in a year...
I'll update it from time to time

xoxo
-Mis3rabl3 Back to Lif3-

2007-04-19T23:24:00.000+08:00

haizzz... damn busy till don have time to lepak and sleep...

i miss my sleeping
i miss my bed
i miss my pillows
i miss my bolsters
i miss my blankets
i miss my comforter
i miss my doggie
i miss my garfield
i miss everything on my bed...!!!!

weird right that i don sleep so much compare to last time...
i miss my home and room

-mis3rabl3 3mpty lif3-

2007-03-27T03:11:00.000+08:00

Mis3rabl3 Lif3....

Thanks Kuhan for teman-ing me fow few hours today....
Hehe... Feel much more better now...
After nag nag nag and crap crap crap....
So call after crap everything really make myself so relieve
seriously need people to talk with and if not i will explode
or maybe die in my room...
suffocated inside my room...
Just thanks for listen to my craping and complaining
I feel much more better and relieve...
Not PMS symptoms ( I'm not even 21 years old...)
Haha...
Just feel so thanks u very much...
Good luck in your exam ya!!!

-Mis3rabl3 in H3artz-

2007-03-27T01:55:00.000+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday...

Anne, Happy birthday. Wish you a happy and prosperous birthday for today and also coming years, months, weeks, days, minutes, seconds and every single moment in your life here and there.

I'm so sorry couldn't attend your 21st Birthday party yesterday. I seriously so sorry but i will replace you another birthday party. Rushing for assignment by Cikgu is just killing me and also the Consumer Fair 2007 is also torturing me. With these two stuff and plus other assignments make me full so suffocated here.

Anyway, don't want to crap anymore about that here. Is your birthday blog for you should be something happy and wonderful ya....

So thanks for being my close friend 3years in Melaka...

Thanks for supporting me all the time...

Seriously thanks for everything...

Lotzz of love, hugzzz & muakzzz......

~~~ Happy 21st Birthday ~~~

-Mis3rabl3 Lif3 in H3artz-

2007-03-18T01:52:00.000+08:00

.... Been sleeping for 7 months ....

I don't know what happen been sleeping for so many months...
I don't know what I'm doing...
Been like lepak-ing here but din do anything...

Recently i know a few friends from online....

How Lian Lee ( John ) - stay somewhere very very near my house but i don't know that he exist
Michelle - come from Cheras and she sound like my sister and long known friend
Wong Thim Khuen (Chuen) - he is in Penang and from Ipoh, he's a funny guy

These 3 fellas is very nice person and they can really talk for hours and hours and hours... They never get bored and they can come jokes laugh till u tergolek-golek di lantai :D

Due too bored last night...

This is to show my artistic skill because wanna show someone that i can draw without using pen, pencil, brush, water colour, oil paint and etc....
So now satisfy or not leh...

At that moment when i draw this there is something happen and i really sad and also bored. Bored 70% and Sad 30%
But now i back to normal already. So my frenz don worry about me and got mood swing as what Kuhan always mentioned about. Haha... normal for a gurlsss...

The story go these way "I’m bored, but I drew this really awesome picture. It was really really funny. Then I lost it because my computer at here is really dumb. So I drew this one instead. It has a dinosaur in it. I don’t really like dinosaurs. This picture really sucks and is no where near as funny as the one I lost, but it’s all I care to share out my piece of beautiful work here. I’m never going to remake the one I lost either, because it makes me too sad to think about. But this picture remind me of Night at the Meseum…"

So, now i think i'll be active back cause someone just tell me that PLEASE UPLOAD YOUR BLOG and IT BEEN SAME SINCE SO MANY MONTHS... COME ON!!!

I'll upload it from time to time...

-Mis3rabl3 Lif3-

2006-09-07T01:44:00.000+08:00

Don't Need To Be Sad

It doesn't have to be a sad story. This morning a girl arrived about 20 minutes late to class, everyone in the room looked in curiousity as she walked in but 2 seconds later forgot about it.Her face was really pale it it looked like she only had about 4 hours of sleep. She looked really stressed and tired.I felt sorry for her. She was angry and sad and wanted to just walk out the door. No one noticed how she was, only her close friends. It was easy to tell that something was wrong but no one said anything and just ignored it.She didn't want to go home or be anywhere, she only wanted to be with God but He seemed so far away.and I pitied her confusion.She desired sympathy but didn't want to take it. She just wanted someone to talk to but there was no one around. She was trying not to cry so she just sat there quietly talking to God as the teacher lectured the class.

Looking at this girl thinking back about myself in this world. What i want from myself? and 2 days more I'll be 20 years old. I still searching for myself in the bushes and forest that i staying currently. I can understand what that girl feel that moment and today i have alot mixture of feelings, emotions and thinking in my heart and brain. Mood keep on swingging and is there something wrong with my hormone currently here. Is LONELY is my main problem here?

-Mis3rabl3 Lif3z in my H3arts-

2006-09-05T02:57:00.000+08:00

The Truth About Me

I hate looking myself in the mirror,
I hate knowing I have fear.
I hate seeing what isn't there,
I hate feeling that I am scared.
I hate believing what isn't true,
I hate believing and trusting you.
I hate crying myself to sleep,
Forgive me for I have dreams.
I feel left out and all alone,
With no one to call my own.
My eyes are red and I cry blood,
Please help me or I'll cry a flood.
My friends see what I let them see,
If they only could see the true side of me.
And as I die inside with pain,
Please don't think that I'm insane.
Cause believe it or not I have a heart,
That's been slowly torn apart.

This poem have make me think alot of things that happen currently. Sound like I'm wearing a mask in front of my friends. I hope that you all know my feeling and I don't have the habits to expose myself and showing out my feeling. Is is very odd for me to do that. I feel not right to expose myself eventhough we knew each other for sometimes. I hope that you understand me here. Thanks being my friends and tolerate with me all this while.

-Mis3rabl3z lif3 in Soci3ty-

2006-08-16T13:38:00.000+08:00

Today is NOT my day.
~~~~Cough~~~~ Woke up and it still only 9am and my class was at 11am.
Plan to sleep awhile more and abit headache.
Oh no... I tersleep again
Skip my morning class and the only class for today.
OK la... having terrible cough andhard to breath here. Just feel really suffocated.
Mandi and message Jasmine to accompany me to campus.
hahahaaa... Guess who i bump in again, Mr. Lim Poh Wing.
Ok la... he started to CURSE and i was terribly no mood in his talking casue i seriously sick now.
Just pretend tak dengar.
Queue up so long to withdraw money and pay the phone bill and streamX bill.
Come down from staircase i pooof down. Ouch.....!!!!!!!
faster stand up and walk la. pretend nothing happen and now pain siow.....
OMG...... hopefully no people notice leh...
Go to BB see DOCTOR and drag Jasmine along la...
We when there around 1.40pm and is close have to wait till 3pm
OMG... wanna pengsan and bloodly HOT under the sun.
OK la... Than i plan go to Dr. Munshi is close also. MADE
No choice and we met FISHBALL on the way. hahahaaa
kinda funny person he is. He also on the way to clinic la.
As usual la me and Jasmine go Vegetarian Shop makan la.
KNS.... after still ahve to wait for the doctor 30mins but his clinic is open at 2.15pm.
What a DOCTOR do not punctual at all. Sure the patient dying of waiting for him.
~~~Speechless~~~
Wah.... Alot of medicine he gave me. Cough, Flu, Fever, Antibiotic, Sore throat medicine and IODINE (for my knee)
"How you fall down gurl? How come can fall down? Jatuh kat mana?"
KNS + MADE asking all sort of question. He still can laugh
Pai seh gila here >.<
hahahaaa...
Me and Jasmine went to JJ wanna buy my personal MEDICINE la.
expensive siau man.
Luckily i need it once in awhile only if not i POK KAI man.
hahahahaaaa.... dah lah sick and i have to PAMPER my self a bit la.
So we went to CITY CHAIN STORE.
My mum call" How are you today" Got see doctor or not. What DOCTOR said bout your situation there. Serious or not and bla bla bla.... Where are you now?"
hehehee..." All Ok la accept the DOCTOR said that he suspect i having ASTHMA. bla... bla... bla... I in the WATCH STORE and seeing watch here."
My mum said a magic word out of sudden. " oh...ok la. Just buy any watch you want la. I'll pay for your credit card this month."
happy siau leh... Just choose the pattern and design that i want the most and i just pay.
Firstly din notice the price cause my mum going to pay the card this month, so RELAX la.
Take and pay.
When i pay the lady said is RM178 after discount, Miss. hahahaaa.... ~~~STUNT~~~
hahahaaaa.... Buy myself a WATCH to replace my lost WATCH - BUM EQUIPMENT.
OMG. Cheap gila man...
Can you imagine 50% discount.
ADIDAS watch RM350 and it become RM 175.
hahahaaa... the cheapest watch i ever buy.
Even the history watch is already cost me RM288++
Wah... Happy siau man!!!
hahahaaaa...
Cheen Yi , you don't need to worry buy me a watch la.
I already replace my watch here.
I'll show it to you when i back to Penang, OK.
Is gonna same as the one we choose in the Gurney Plaza but only the colour.
heheheeee.....
Pooh..... Phone ringging. "meeting at 5pm in FBL"
Drag myself there and have some discussion. We finally did the discussion and i done my part already.
heheheeee.... again is not my day here.
Tomorrow is my EXAM la.
I haven't start yet.
WISH ME LUCK ya........
~~~CRY~~~
Ok la..... After so busy with all this stupid ASIGNMENT, MID-TERM EXAM, PRESENTATION AND MEETING hopefully i can have a good rest.
hahahhaaaa.......
ouch.... my knee is till very pain ar...

Not to forget Jasmine. Thanks you very much for temaning me the whole days.
Wish you and YOUR DARLING have a nice lovely day together.

-Miserablez in SICK mode-

2006-07-15T06:20:00.000+08:00

OMG... OMG.... OMG....
What a good news i receive after been struggling for 5 months here.
At last the almighty have listen and see our effort here.
This is end of my suffering and guilty days.
The burden is lesser now after i receive the news at 12 July 2006.
What a luck i have here.
Unbelievable man!!!!
hahahahaaaa......
Anyway i should be celebrating here.
Everything is going back to normal here.
But sure the is changes in my life again after this matter have settle here.
I no more will be alone and now have a person will appear in my life again.
Whatever it takes, as long as it make people around me happy than it is not a matter for me cause when the problems only occurs to me than i don't mind anymore...

-Miserable Getz Life back-

2006-07-12T07:18:00.000+08:00

What kind of eater you are?

How can you figure out if you are a fast, slow, or mixed oxidizer? This is where your effort comes in. You have to do an experiment:

Week 1 -- For the first week, you're going to eat like a fast oxidizer. Your plate should be filled with about 75% protein and healthy fats (avocado, nuts) and 25% carbs (veggies).

Week 2 -- The second week, you'll try a mixed oxidizers diet. Your plate should be about half and half: 50% protein and healthy fats and 50% carbs.

Week 3 -- In the third week, you'll eat like a slow oxidizer. Your plate should have only about 35% to 40% protein and fat and the rest should be healthy carbs (veggies and some fruit).

Remember to eat something very green with each meal, especially the week you're eating like a fast oxidizer, to balance out all the acid high protein diets produce in our systems. Green is neutralizing (alkalizing).

Take notes each week. Notice your energy levels, moods, and overall feeling from eating that week. Are you still hungry? Do you get energy from the food? Do you want to take a nap? Notice how you feel...

I can't tell you which diet is going to work best for you. You have to figure it out. Paul Chek can sit at a meal and notice if he isn't getting enough fat. We just have to get connected to ourselves and our bodies. Is it fun? Not really. But figuring it out, feeling great because you are eating the way you are supposed to, and getting the results you are looking for is fun. And that's more fun than any burger and fries.

This is the broken record part...

Stay away from fake or processed food. Eat fresh, living food. If you have to nuke it or take it out of a bag or can, stay away.

Portion control. Obviously, even if we eat for our type but eat as much as a rogue warrior back from battle, we won't get anywhere. I think the reason the Europeans get away with eating everything is because they eat fresh food and very small amounts at a time. We are the super-size culture, so be careful.

Lastly, keep a food journal. You don't have to show it to anyone, so write down everything you put in your mouth. Since it's for your eyes only, there is no reason to lie.

" Does it really work out there? "

Hey dude, thanks for the information ya. Hehe... It sound simple but yet want to follow this of eating habit sound a bit hard for me here. Anyway thanks for the information and share with me. Take care....

-Miserable Lif3-

2006-07-11T16:23:00.000+08:00

Never Let You Go [Janice]
Wednesday, 28. June 2006, 13:33:45
音乐

► Never Let You Go.wma

The rain just never seems to bringthe joy
I feel the same
everlasting pain of my loss remains

My heart can't seem to learn to part
the hold you left your mark all that
I dreamed of now it seems so stark

Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now but give in

If you gave me one chance to tell you just how
I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you

I won'tlive my life without you
If you gave me one chance to tell you just how
I was feeling

I would hold your hand and look in your eyes
and you know
I'd never let you go

The way you left me on the train
I don't know what to say
I remember everything of that day

I can't believe we'd never dance
I just need one more chance
to share the sunset our one last romance

-Mis3rabl3 in Songz-

2006-07-11T15:33:00.000+08:00

After sometimes here in Mallaca.
Already is 4th week and is my Gamma 1st semester.
I move house again this time.
Is already my 4th times that i move around Bukit Beruang.
This time the whole house is female and also is junior.
Anyway, there are two sister staying front room and two best friends from KL stay in second room.
Arghhh forget to introduce... Two sister is May Sin and May Yee from Penang; two best friend is Suet Hoong and Cheah Woon from Kuala Lumpur.
Me occupy the 3rd room and still prefer stay alone in the room rather than sharing with other people.
The funny stuff about my housemate is they don't like each other and they always cook at home.
I'm always the neutral among all of them. "Fuck you"
Just don't like to mix with them.
Very kiddish and childish.
OMG!!! Talking bout them or talking bout myself here :P heheheee....
Life change a little bit.
Most of my time cook my own food here, do my own laundering, clean my room more frequently.
This is something that i don't do usually.
Previously need Kuhan help doing all this stuff and now i don't think i need the help anymore.
Thanks Kuhan and being so nice for me here.
I found myself quite scary now.
Doing something that i usually don't do.
What happen to me here???
Still hanging out with Anne, Jasmine, Brian and Kuhan at night and sometimes for dinner.
Yum cha become very less but at least 3 to 4 times per week and no more everyday and night.
Less frequent than previous semester and there are a bit changes now.
Love to spend my times in my so called "lovely room" in Melaka.
My times passes very fast.
Everything about my Alpha and Beta year still fresh in my mind.
It just like happen yesterday only.
Everyone that i know is already graduate or going to graduate.
Me no more hanging at campus after class.
Most of my time i drove to campus cause the lovely sun to "cold".
Wow... Hard to believe
It seems like eveything change, people in the campus, people around Melaka, and also behavior of friends and people among me.
Life become very busy now.
No time for joining clubs and society here.
Meeting new people from other places and seeing new faces everyday in campus.
Doing tutorial become apart of my life.
Attending morning class suddenly become very easy but i still skip some morning class.
Meeting new groupmates is very interesting and fun for me.
Just maybe i getting older and bored with the fun that new people having now.
I still enjoying my life and trying to survive in a very good ways and healthy + positive side.
Yet sometimes did feel miserable as usual.

-Mis3rable in Lif3-

2006-07-11T00:57:00.000+08:00

When you kind with someone in trouble, you hope they will remember and be kind with someone else. And it'll become like wildfire.

-Whoopi Goldberg-

2006-07-10T21:35:00.000+08:00

Italy soaks up World Cup glory

"Italy of champions," was the banner headline in the Milan daily Corriere della Sera.

"It's all true! World champions" headlined La Gazzetta dello Sport.

Joyous fans celebrated throughout the country well into Monday morning, hitting the streets in droves, waving flags, setting off fireworks and stripping down to their underwear and jumping into fountains.

In Rome, people climbed into and up the Trevi fountain, screaming, waving flags and mocking the French. Some fans clashed with police at a central square near the French embassy.
Italy's 5-3 victory over France in a penalty shootout Sunday temporarily set aside concerns about verdicts expected this week in the match-fixing trial that could relegate four teams and 13 of Italy's 23 national players to lower divisions.

Prosecutors are seeking to demote Juventus - the "Old Lady" of Italian soccer - into Serie C, the lowest division of Italy's club soccer league, as well as strip it of league titles from the past two seasons. They also want Milan, Fiorentina and Lazio relegated to Serie B.

Gianluca Pessotto, a former Juventus player appointed as team manager in the wake of the scandal, is still fighting for his life in a hospital after falling from a window at the team's headquarters in Turin.

"It doesn't matter, we won, that's it," said fans of Italy, who was celebrating Italy's victory near Rome's Colosseum early Monday. "We showed that we're not just all about scandal in Italy. We showed that we're strong still."

Indeed, some insisted that the current probe ripping apart the national sport back home helped inspire the players.
"If the scandal hadn't happened I think we wouldn't have won the World Cup," Italy's midfielder Gennaro Gattuso said. "It has given us more strength."

But the day of reckoning is not far off.
"We have to deal with this scandal, whether or not we won the World Cup." citizen of Italy.

- Long life Italy from Miserablez Lif3 -

2006-07-10T12:02:00.001+08:00

"By three methods we can learn wisdom:
First, by reflection, which is noblest;
Second, by imitation, which is easiest;
and third by experience, which is the bitterest. " -Confucius-

Which one is best? or combination of three will be better much more than best and better???
_________________________________________________________________

"Everything has beauty, but not everyone sees it." - Confucius-

Is that true???

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"To practice five things under all circumstances constitutes perfect virtue;
These five are gravity, generosity of soul, sincerity, earnestness, and kindness." - Confucius-

Will human beings practice all this 5 constitutes perfect virtue? Is this very easy to follow. There is always a devil in our body and mind.

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" No matter how busy you may think you are, you must find time for reading, or surrender yourself to self-chosen ignorance." - Confucius-

This one I totally agree and how about others?

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"And remember, no matter where you go, there you are." - Confucius-

- Miserable in Life-

2006-03-29T11:31:00.000+08:00

Oh My Gosh!!! What happen to me here???
Is already a week my mood swing and i think no one notice that.
Trying my best to hide all my emotions and thinkings.
Blur all the time and no mood to study.
My mind just blank for more than 2 weeks here...
Help me, Help me, Help me!!!! I'm searching for help from any GOD, ALIEN, HUMAN, GHOST & ANIMAL here.
I don't want to add more miserable in to my life here.
I already a drop subject due to that matter...
Please god help me and please let the problem settle as fast as possible and i don't want to bring any harm in my study.
And i couldn't share the matter out and it is a matter that big deal...
Oh my... what should i have to do to make my self feel better now.
My suffering here and also your suffering there really give me alot of stress and worry.
What should i do to ease all this problem now???
Feel so bad, sorry, sad, miserable, helpless, useless, speecless, wordless and.......
The feeling is un-describe-able... Heart jumping twice more faster everytime when i waiting from the mail or the reply here.
If i could turn back the time till that moment, i don't think so my life now will be so miserable than before.
If i could turn back the time till that moment, i wish that we don't even know each other.
If i could turn back the time till that moment, i will do all my best to repair the condition so that it won'y hurt anyone around us.
If i could turn back the time till that moment, i will try not to promise anything till i have to change my life here.
If i could turn back the time till that moment, i wish that i could stop everything from happening around us.
If i could turn back the time till that moment, i willing to change it with anything that i have to make it normal back and we don't need to be more miserable here.
I know that it won't be happen anymore "IF I COULD" cause it already happened more than 2 weeks from now and i just wish that everything will turn back to normal without harm anyone around me and also there for you.
I understand that no use for me to regret it now.
And you will get back your life there and also i'll get back my life here as soon as possible when everything settle as what that they promise us previously...
A feeling that no one could understand and the lies that must keep it with our self till our last breath on this earth.
The promises and also the stories behind the truth that no one will know and no one will understand till forever here.

-Miserable In My Heartz and My Lifez-

2006-03-28T19:41:00.000+08:00

Should i go back home(Penang) or not????
Thinking.... Going back home or not...
Should still staying in Melaka for weekend or not???
or Should i go to other place other than Penang and Melaka...???
My life have change after 2 weeks from now.
Previously going back home in Penang is wonderful and full off events and i have nothing to worry when i reach home.
Melaka still the same for me. Whether i like it or not, I still have to stay until 2008 or the day after my graduation.
Where should i go now???
Away from Malaysia...
Oh no... What will happen to my parents and siblings here??? and What will they thinks???
Am i desperately need to make that decision now... or just let it be and pretend nothing happen.
Can i just let it go away and pretend till the last moment.
But it come back to my memory all the time from now and all forever...
What should i do now???
Before my sister find a solution, i guess i already make my decision.
The desicion that no one can guess and...............
Arghhhhh........ Why all this happen to me???
Haizzz... Speechless man!!!

-Miserable with Broken heartz-

2006-03-01T16:56:00.000+08:00

Hoooo >.<..... Just back from 1st day work at Sweet Gallery Cafe.Ermmm... my second part time job in Melaka... hohohoo... 2 boss work there also and also meet 1 of the part time worker there also... Greg , Jack and John. hahahaa... 2 malay fella having English name... Tired tired tired tired... >.@ Hope so i can tahan longer la...very very very very busy the cafe... See the customers walk in and out... not bad the business there... :D

hahaha... love to change job :P

-Miserable with new jobz-

2006-02-28T11:11:00.000+08:00

Many Unsaid Things

I believe God won't take you away from me just like that. I thanks to God that u still in a good health now. It been so long long long time, I didn't receive any call from you since that day you told about your health. I pray hard to God that I don't want another friend of mine, lost in this world. Really happy that i receive the call you just now and you mention that everything now is undercontrol and you can keep on you normal routine like last time. I hope that everything will just going verey smoothly and what u need to do is listen to the doctor. I love you very much and also the same from Cheen Yi and Yeok Yen now. I hope that i still have time to tell you what i feel and shared it with you, Cheen Yi and Yeok Yen all the time. I'm so sorry that i don't have time to listen to your problems all this while but i'll try my best to do it. U can start SMS-ing me all the time and i will reply you as fast as possible. Even though i'm so far from you now but our friendship will still the same since the day we know each other. Keep your health and take care. I love you and may god bless you here and there...!!!

There were so many things I did not say
When I looked into your eyes
The things I think about each day
Would take you by surprise

The wonders of what we could share
Still powder in my mind
I wondered if I could tell you how much I cared
And I guess I ran out of time
Now your face is not stopping me

From telling you how I feel
Maybe this is the way it should be
So I'll try and keep it real
We have known each other for quite some time
And we're recently good friends

We were a couple for awhile
But we know that never really lasts
I always felt as if my heart was on trial
And now it's a thing of the past

I want that love we once shared again
If it was ever thereI know that I had loved you
But did you really care?
Sometimes I wish you would talk to me
About the things you feel

Then maybe someday I'll understand
How you've learned to deal
I've often wondered what it would be like
To feel your warm embrace

To kiss your soft sweet lips
Or have your touch upon my face
But now I am gone and I'll never know
How wonderful it would be

To have the sweetest love
That you would share with me
So many things I think about
You probably never knew

A lot of many unsaid things
That I have never told you.

-Miserable In My Lovely Friendz-

2006-02-27T07:31:00.000+08:00

THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIEND AND APPEAR IN MY LIFE...

You are friendly, kind and caring
Sensitive, loyal and understanding
Humorous, fun, secure and true
Always there... yes that's you.

Special, accepting, exciting and wise
Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes
Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright
Yes that's you... not one bit of spite.

You're one of a kind, different from others
Generous, charming, but not one that smothers
Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game
But not just another... in the long chain.
Appreciative, warm and precious like gold

Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old
You'll always be there,
I know that is true
I'll always be here... always for you.

Appreciate you from my bottom of my heart...

2006-02-25T10:04:00.000+08:00

Sa-wa-dee ka... Hahaha... suddenly Brian and Kuhan(baby blog baru lahir this morning by Jasmine help there) so rajin doing their blogs... Sangat sibuk dengan HTML Code in their room... hehe... just gepo here...!!!Jamine so excited with their blogs there...Helping Kuhan doing most of the thing...

Jia you, Kuhan...!!! Gambatek Kudasai loe....

Anne busying dating( this one i don wan 2 kacau her) hahaha.... good luck, Anne. Wish you all the best here , there, sini, situ, sana and everywhere...Love bring you luck and prosperous...!!!

Ola Ola(Hello), Michelle.... Michelle busy with her Spanish stuff. Everytimes start talking in the Spanish i mula pening pening d....hahaha... Jia you, Michelle...

Sa-wa-dee ka... Chan chee Phoebe ka. Yin di tiday rujak kah... Chan pood dai leg noi Thai language ka. Chan ma jark pra thed Malaysia. Khob khoon kah.

2006-02-25T09:34:00.000+08:00

Class already started 3 weeks and me still in holiday mood. haizzz.... sienzz ar... miss home so much...!!!

TIRED, SAD, THIRSTY, HUNGRY, LAZY, SLEEPY, NO MONEY, LONELY, BORED and UN-describe-ABLE feelings....

-Miserable in my Heartz-

2005-12-06T17:39:00.000+08:00

Haizzz... haizzz...!!! Exam exam exam is coming to town la... not the santa clause anymore haha... Study and study and study for days and night... so sienz and been 3days la i couldn't sleep and the weather here FUCKING HOT... miss home la... haha plan to go back at this weekend la... haha and ponteng all my class (evil laugh) =P haha...
Just back from yum cha with Anne, Beatrice, Nadia and Brian la... quite funny and laugh all the way la.... same la as usual there but only Michelle and Kuhan not there....both of them oink oink d la... PIG mer !!!
ermmmm.... wanna oink oink d la... 2moro have to study samore la... poor me...!!!!!!!!!
anyway thanks to CINDY and ANNE for the testimonial in the friendster ya...!!! very nice lor for ANNE and CINDY...

GAMBATEK KUDASAI !!!!
JIA YOU , JIA YOU , JIA YOU!!!
hahaha.....

-Miserable In my Heartz-

2005-12-04T00:50:00.000+08:00

December 3rd, 2005 and is Saturday. Is along that i didn't update my blog here... Haizzz there is so many thing happy during my 1st semeter break. The most event that i can't forget is my grandma pass away on November 8th, 2005. Eveything happen so fast and i hardly accept this reality. 4days before November 8th, my mom, youngest sister and me brought her out for lunch at Batu Kawan in the Restoran Rumah Atap. This is her favourite restaurant. We brought her there for lunch twice a week.She will order so many foods and she never finish even 1 dish. Me and my youngest sis will be the "TONG SAMPAH" loe... Makan till the food bersih bersih... hahahaaa....Anyway i miss her so much. I use to quarrell with her most of my time but now i so regret and so sad that i couldn't see her anymore... Really miss my grandma... She really suffer alot and she in pain before she pass away. When i see her pain that she suffer, i really had a bad bad bad heart ache... feeling like knife stab into my heart... everything happen so fast and before she pass away i went to hospital visit her very night and she in semi-unconscious stages for 2days cause she having bone pain. The doctor told my mum that she having last stage blood cancer and now it spread to her bones...i hardly told my sister about that problems and she was in bad condition all the times. The doctor told my mum that she should be pass away 3months ago but her wills of keep on surviving is high and all this while she suffer alot. And mayb god love her and dont want to see her suffer that much so , God bring her along with HIM.Hope that she now in a very good life in her world... Anyways, i dreamt bout her twice and she look very good and fat fat... My sister and brother oso dreamt bout her and she was very happy and everything that we burn for her also receive all by her... Is really a heartache that couldn't see her. Everytimes i went back to hometown i sure go visit her and she will treat me to lunch. I'll will never forget that everything she did for me , the jade ring, digital camera , cash and the other jewelleries that she gave to me. Now this all will be my memories and no more in real life. This is my most precious memory that i have and will keep it nicely in my heart and all the times.Most of my times, i felt that she just around me and she still at home. I still feel her warmest around me... I will still LOVE her forever and ever...

-Miserable Life with heart broken-

2005-10-02T20:08:00.000+08:00

so fed up and angry early in the morning with friendster already... after din log in for 2 weeks, my friendster account could be detect anymore. what the fuck and what the hell with it la... so kanasai... early in the morning made me no mood nia... so kanasail..!!! what happen la... so shit la... that stupid fella tomcheng (that i tak kenal at all) come and kacau me early in the morning. what a fucker fella is him... dah la no mood masih come and kacau me bout the friendster la. i think must be him who kacau my friendster la... talk all craps nia... dont let me see him anymore i might kill him or just cincang him kaw kaw la... really no brain 1. [!@#$%^&*())(*&^%$#$%^&*&^%$#$%^&<>^] tak ada otak samore from KEDAH. i hate so much la... so kanasai no brain 1 kacau ppl stuff. later i tell my mum only that stupid fella noe la...
don let me see u here on9 anymore or not u will kena kaw kaw from me...!!!

-Miserable In my heartz-

2005-09-24T11:07:00.000+08:00

To, Kuhan
sometimes misunderstood u, sometimes scolded u, sometimes learnt from u, sometimes praised u, sometimes laughed at u, but i in anycase wanted u as my friend so plz do not betray me and do keep in touch. send this to all ur friends and know who really cares abt u. and dont forget to send this back 2 me. without u my friend, the days of the week are... sadday... mournday... tearsday... wasteday... thirstday... frightday... and... shatterday... thanks 4 being my friend... keep smiling...

hei... kuhan so sorry about that nite i too angry with brian and the joke that u made l. so sorry ya. don marah so long ya.i noe u still angry with me now but u pretend nothing there... but i really sorry ya... i really meletup mer that day samore about the all the things that i said ..kuhan don marah ya... if u marah oso don marah for so long ya...i noe that i really bad la... i noe u kidding la plus that day brian oso siau and u samore add oil there... than that day i oso very tension la... i don mean it la... so sorry ya kuhan...

2005-08-24T14:01:00.000+08:00

August 23, 2005 i skip all my class la... haizzz... the reason is can't wake up lor.. apa lagi...actually i plan to go sign attandance la but than is already 12.45pm la.. haizzz....( hope don kena bar la... praying) suddenly Shin Yee phone me and both of us go shopping lor... Shop around JJ la... We try most of the cloth there d but we only buy a few only la.. samore the cloth today not so nice la... haizzzz... out of sudden receive a message from a guy name Christopher ( SRC/MMU crocodile la) and i know him when i in alpha la... he is very friendly and helpful la. lagipun now i not really close to him d.the message contain "i having a party at my house tonight at 7.30pm and i going to pick u up around 8.15pm at your house...Must come la" than i thought that he must send a message to a wrong ppl.. so ignored and samore cant reply cause phone no credit d. and agai i ask Shin Yee and both of us laugh la.hehhehhheeee.... this fella must send wrong message. After 1 hour i shopping, suddenly phone ring... ishh.. ishh... Christopher name appear la... kanasai this time i said to Shin Yee. He said must come and i'll pick u up, bring ur friends along ya.he off the conversation with giving chance to talk or reply(mayb he know that i wont go la) aiyahhhh... thinking my cloth in my room.... haizzzz..... 2 tong la... gosh man...!!! than teman Anne, Kuhan and Brian makan dinner la.. i din makan la cause later got ppl belanja la. hahahaaa... i ajak Anne oso and i pull Anne together gether la... Waiting for the stupid fella to come and fetch la... so long he took to fetch us la. wait, wait and wait....... than i told Anne we not going la.. she agree and i phone Cheah Woon la.. (sound like not happy la) Than i phone Christopher to tell him no need come and fetch me cause i not going... He told me that he down my house d... ohh.... so surprise la... really wan 2 give him KANASAI la... ishh ishh ishhh... feel so sorry to Anne la... she have to accompany me and also wasted her time and she can't study d la... Sorrry Anne... hehehheheeee....... Makan, makan and makan la... hahhahaaa... see so many ppl that i noe there, this is not a surprise for me cause i noe many ppl already in MMU... hahahhaaa..... than waiting for John Tan the insurance seller la... have to wait for and after afew minute i and him send Anne back to library la... I and John go back there to Christopher house la.. We reach there at wrong time la... We should reach there 5minutes later la.. not now... and he forces us to intro ourself la.. since he already intro me, michelle and cheah woon to other ppl and why he ask us to intro again la.... so pai seh.... =.= haizzzz.... than we intro... after intro he joking us my name and every1 laugh la... kanasai la... pai seh again =.= every1 look at me la... been popular once again... meet so many ppl and each other we noe but so surprisingly all oso each other friends and some are best friends la.... Ungsnagcradable.... =.= hehehheheee... Renee, Lay Chee, HL and so on all there la.... what a tiring day la.... is fun and oso =.= la.... akakkakakaaa..... Me, Cheah woon and John once again popular there la... hhahahhaaa... 3 of us blush =_= cheh.... i'll remember you... ekekkekekeee.... arghh very tired la...
turn look behind cloth haven't wash again la... so lazy d and feel very sleepy la... than i wash tomorrow la... arghhh... 2moro makan lunch with John ( must remember la... ) anyway thanks Christopher la... cause i can have free dinner just now akakakkaaa... save my money lor... hehehheeeee..... thanks John for sending me back home and i no need to walk home lor cause that Christopher i wont let me back until the party is end la... akkakakkakaaa..... anyway i also have fun there la... I love u Cindy hehehheee... accompany me talk all dirty jokes la... i really like it and is hillarious la.... hahahhaaaa.... LOVE U CINDY.... muakzzzz

-Miserable in My Heart-

2005-08-11T07:27:00.000+08:00

History of the world.... Brian mabuk la.... hahahahhahahahhaaaaa.........vomit wuak, wuak and wuak..... eeeee..... so geli la.... haahhhahahahahahaaa....... and look very blur also :

anyway he become the hero of the nite for his cousin brother lor....

having breaky with Cheah Woon and Michelle lor... We talk crap and also bully Cheah Woon la... Makan din bring money out... Cheh... luckily tak payah wash pingan mangkuk nia la... If not don noe what will happen to her la...
Than go kacau Jasmine la... cause she her room light is on la...after kacau she come over to my place and we chat la... kacau brian lor... he look so surprise when see Jasmine here... bluekzzz.... so sleepy la... just sleep for 1 hr nia... all because of Brian la....haizzz.....
I and Jasmine skip class today la... Both of us hang in my room and lazy to move our butt away la... Than we go JJ and met her friends Boon. We ate McDonald lor... hehhehehheeee.... she so keng can eat all the french fries after she ate a double cheese burger la....( salute Jasmine ) heeheheehheeee..... she said that is her dinner wor...(Believe it or not) haizzzz... me now waiting for 2moro to come la... 2moro must be another busy day lor... DAMN busy...!!! FUCKER life in MMU.... help me...!!!

Chat with my Cousin sister, Grace the most capable women in Tan's family la....hahhahaaaa.... to busy d.. so can't chat with her d. Really sorry la... This blog oso i update when i free oso... Really sorry...!!! I Love U....!!!

Ishhh.... Ishhh.... very sienz la... have to do assignment d la... can not just waste my time like that lor... i feel so bad and guilty la... KANASAI...!!! but really happy today chat with Jasmine since morning till now la...her friend, Boon said that both us look like lesbian la...(of course not la... i like her as my friend la and chat with her is very fun.dun misunderstand la)

Than before i go JJ with her. i hang at her house lor. than chat with her landlord aunty la... so fun and she is very nice also. got so many stuff to chat la... hehehehheeee..... so fun la cause come from same kampung mer ....hehheheheheeee.....
I skip too may time my class d.. Feel so bad and guilty la... SHIT...!!!

-Misearable in My Heart-

2005-08-11T02:55:00.000+08:00

Ahhh... my sister convo is just over and i din go to her convo also. My dad said he might come down to Melaka tomorrow afternoon. Ok la... I'm fine and before that he promise to come to Melaka early and than just now he suddenly phone me that he change the time cause my sis got something to do in her Today very very hot la... Me still haven't start my assignment yet la and now sitting here la in front my PC. Waiting for ilham to come to my head and hand la (so wu liau).The weather in Melaka getting very worst la... Hot and hazy...!!! I'm going to die if this continue for few more days. I think MMU should close the school for few days la... Why only Cyberjaya can close leh and why not both campus leh...(not fair oso). Already 2 days din see Anne d. Wish her all the best in her exam la... Still hot, dry and hazy here... Rain, rain , rain please come now... We need you so much la....(beg and beg and beg everyday)
Shit...!!! my brain so blank la. How to start my assignment leh...Help me...!!! Help me...!!!

hahahaaa.... so wu liau here. Suddenly i feel that i LOVE all my friends in Melaka and also Penang (***muakzzz*** and ***hugzzz***)

This friday is my exam la and i havent start yet la. Me still dreaming here. How now...??? Hope that 1 day (x day) DORAEMON appear and help me to solve all the problem that i need to think hard. so that i no need to press, scramble and knock my head/brain to solve the stuff la....

-Miserable in My heart-

2005-08-09T13:09:00.000+08:00

Congratulation.... to my sis, Chan Tze Foong, Jesz. She going to graduate on this coming Wednesday, August 10, 2005 and also her Convocation at University Malaya... she coming down to KL 2moro. Sure must be very fun la...Love you so much la....Miss ya....Congrat and congrat and congrat.............My mum , dad and grandma very happy la... Today they went to snap photo... Only me and my brother din snap la... He busy working in KL and me have to study in Melaka la... haizzzzzz..... anyway i also very happy and proud for u la... take care and love ya.
-Miserable in My heart-

2005-08-09T12:56:00.000+08:00

Today is Monday, August 08, 2005. Holidays just over and i reach Melaka on August 07, 2005 in the morning with Nadia and Yao. We stop at Kotamas to wait for taxi. Waited more than 30mins at there. So dark and cold... Oh my god...!!! so long i waited, at last there is a taxi pass by and ask us where to go.... This month is also Hungry Ghost month for chinese. So scary la...Must be very careful lor...(my mum said). Today my class damn BORED la... wanna sleep d...Don't know what she teaching la... Than skip Financial Accounting and Cyberpreneurship Class...Come back home than sleep for 3hrs and now still feel very sleepy la... Isshhh.... Isshhh.... So lazy and all my assignment haven't start yet la... Now thinking what to do for the assignmment lor....
What a KANASAI life in Melaka... Me recently always do something that din come out at mid-term exam la....(watch drama and movie, go kai-kai, on9-ing and etc...)

The fun part in the holiday is going out with friends. On the end of the July (Saturday) was St. Anne festival. Cheen Yi held a BBQ party at her house... The funny stuff is there is only Shirley, me, Kheah Lyn, 3 of her TAR College friends and her in that party at her house. Very funny rite... 7 peoples in the party... Is really fun. Her parents when to Haadyai, Thailand for holidays. Than we when to St. Anne to gepo there and see anything to buy or not. hahahhaaaa...... So hot there but i still having fun la. I spend more than RM50 there. Don't know what i buying oso. Waiting for Sheena and Anne Wong call so we sit at the Medan Selera, Taman Sentosa... Unfortunately Anne Wong busy with the prayer in the St. Anne and Sheena din turn up and he phone din on also. Me and Shirley really talk alot and we feel so bad for each other la... Since i study here i din talk much with her and she also very busy with her work now. That night i feel that she really mature and think like an adult and also very different. She really give me a lot of advise. She also change alot and do all the stuff like smoking and go for illegal car racing la...We really have fun la. After chat, we suggest to have some drink at Roxberry Pub that we always hang up together la...hahahhaaaa.... 5 of us we drinks 4 jugs of cocktail-Long Island Tea, 3 buckets of beer and 1 bottle of vodka la... We really drink alot la... The table next to us just stare at us la... Mayb why all this gurlzz drink like monster and also non stop d. Shirley, Cheen Yi and me hang up at the pool. We play pool and suddenly we just laugh non stop (maybe mabuk d la), talk craps and shout and dance like orang gila la... We never think that we act like that cause this never happen even in our Form 4, 5 and until that day. Unbelievable man...!!!! We really drunk la...Hahahaaaa.... Shirley collegue mabuk and she vomit at the table next to us la... All of us still don't feel pai seh la... We laugh and all the guy next our table must be very unlucky day for them to met us that day lor... hahhahahaaaa...... We hang there until the shop close and we realise that time was already 4am d... All of us just overnite at Shirley house cause her house is nearer. I don't really remember what happen inside the car and when i reach her house. What i remember is the next day i wake up all of us headache la... Because i woke up late than i have to go back directly so that my mum won't nag and nag lor... Me and Cheen Yi went back and i take bath at her house before i go back la... Luckily i bring extra cloth before i go out that nite.... hehehhheeeee...... Luckily my mum din ask alot of question la.... Thanks god... I love you...!!! Than after 4 days i went out with Anne Wong. We spend our whole night at Gurney Drive. We makan, shopping, watch cinema and clubbing there. We also sit inside there until the shop close la... this time really pai seh la... me, Shirley, Cheen Yi, Sheena, Anne Wong, Caleen, Choon Chet and Sally do something there... Unbelievable la...Than most of my other day is going out with my mum and and my younger sis la...Than having fun with her lor...Love her so much...!!!

The unlucky part in my holiday is quarrel with my dad... both of us din quarrel for so long d. We have quarrel for a week la... stupid me.... and also have to blame him la.... I also don noe why both of us quarrel la... my younger sis said that my dad also going to have gent menopause la....Walaueeeee..... this also she can think la.... unbelieveble...haizzzz......... anyway i going to phone him 2moro la....see 1st la...

2005-07-28T14:42:00.000+08:00

STUDY... STUDY... STUDY....!!! gambatek la... please study .......... (for myself) hehehehheeee..... -Miserable In mY Heart-

2005-07-28T14:40:00.000+08:00

Yesterday yum char-ing with Jasmine. She told me that she encounter "something in her room" so i ajak her go yum char and talks crap there... Brian also kejutkan her about something staying in her room... hahahhahaaaa....Hope she fine and Jasmine don think too much la... so sienzzz.... Today i skip all my classess...(shit...!!! what happen to me la)... i studying the whole days and also went to Renee house to study my accounting loe... We chat about the ghost and the festival for Chinese 7th month in the lunar calendar... before i went to her house i had dreamt about something pulling my blanket and shouting Cheah Woon ... Cheah Woon... so scare and i cant move. I open my eye i see someting white standing in next to my bed... i have problem to open my eyes and difficult to move oso... Mummy i feel very scare loe... shit i don know whether is real or just a dream la. (hope that it just a dream la...) i go back this friday must go to temple and pray d... no play play la... Isshhhh..... still got exam 2moro la.... haizzzz... Just finish makan-ing dinner with Anne, Chern Li, Kuhan and Alex... Talk crap at Cahaya Dinar la...hahahahaaaa... talk lor... Alex is very funny and suddenly Kuhan 2nite din talk much... kinda of weird rite. mayb because of the exam lor...me my exam just now is 1hour but i come out after 20minutes the exam start la... every1 look at me... this gurlz must have problem 1... heheheheee... only not la. is only because i dont know how to do and is a critical thinking question lor... anyway i just wish to pass only not distinction la...(never dream for 4 falt in my result CGPA).... don have such high dream la... now have to pia... ar... d. 2moro got finance accounting I at Studio B. have to study d lar... can not play play anymore la... if not i die in the accounting exam 2moro la... damn worry la... haizzz.... than i have to stop here d la....
-Miserable in my heart-

2005-07-23T17:25:00.000+08:00

I thought that today( July 22, 2005) will be very bored and sienz la. I just finish exam. Watching journey to the west with Brian lor. Arg... nothing to do. Waiting for time to come so can go to yum cha. Suddenly Cheah Woon and Michelle come to my place. We have a short talk and laugh... After around 1 hour they went back home. Than continuing do nothing in my room. Around 11pm Anne and Kuhan finish studying at Kuhan's house.We thought that Anne and Kuhan only. Suddenly see Cheah Woon and Michelle walking behind Kuhan and Anne. Hahahhahaaaa.... really having fun that nite.Anne, Brian, Cheah Woon, Lacer, Michelle and me yum char-ing there. We talk and laugh la... really having fun la.... hahhahahhaaaa... kuhan the gay and brian meraba him self lor... hahhahaaaa... and also met cheah woon's brother there yum char-ing with his frenzs. Same like Cheah Woon like to do all the stupud joke and all stupid talks... hahahhahaaa... really fun la.. so long din yum char-ing like that d....Than continue watch drama with Brian la... that journey to the west la.... wat hehehehhehheeeee..... muaks to u all.... ***hugzzz and muakzzz***

2005-07-22T14:18:00.000+08:00

agrhhhh... studying for the friday exam la... Shit management got so many stuff to study. die d la.... donno whether can finish up or not. hahhahahaaaa..... study the whole day d. Waiting for 2moro to come. faster finish exam and feel better la. now waiting Anne and kuhan to yum char. so i can kill all my time la. fastere come la.....

2005-07-19T16:53:00.000+08:00

hahahahaaaa.... can't stop from laughing la... damn it. kanasai..... but really funny. thanks to Jasmine, kuhan and Lacer tonite. Happy Birthday Lacer Loh...Have fun but pity "him". hahahahahaaaa...... what a funny yum cha stories.... I will remember it.

2005-07-19T11:41:00.000+08:00

Why you make your life so COMPLICATED...???

Complicated by Avril Lavigne

Chill out...
What're you yelling for?
Lay back.It's all been done before
And if you could only let it be,you will see I like you the way you are
When we're driving in your carand you're talking to me one on one but you've become
Somebody else'round everyone else
You're watching your backlike you can't relax
You try to be cool
You look like a fool to me
Tell me
Why'd you have to goand make things so complicated?
I see the way youact like you're somebody else getting me frustrated
And life's like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty,
Promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
No no no.....
And you come over unannounced
Dressed up like you're something else
Where you are and where it's at, you see you're making me laugh out when you strike your pose,take off all your preppy clothes
You know you're not fooling anyone when you become
Somebody else'round everyone else
You're watching your back like you can't relax
You try to be cool
You look like a fool to me
Tell me
Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you act like you'resomebody else getting me frustrated
And life's like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty,
Promise me....
I'm never gonna find you fake it
No no no... No no no... No no no... No no no...
Chill out
What're you yelling for?
Lay back
It's all been done before
And if you could only let it be, you will see
Somebody else'round everyone else
You're watching your back like you can't relax
You try to be cool
You look like a fool to me
Tell me...
Why'd you have to goand make things so complicated?
I see the way you act like you're somebody else getting me frustrated
And life's like this you
And you fall and you crawland you break and you takewhat you get and you turn it into honesty,
Promise me...
I'm never gonna find you fake it
No no.....
Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated yeah
I see the way you act like you're somebody else getting me frustrated
And life's like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty,
Promise me
I'm never gonna find you fake it
No no no....

***switch it on and sing along with me and get your answer here***

-Miserable In My Heart-

2005-07-18T09:45:00.000+08:00

Ah.... Today is Sunday July 17, 2005 and is very sunny out there. My mum and sis have leave Melaka for 3hrs and 30mins. I just stay in my room for 3hrs d. Yesterday night we really have a wonderful day. We eat along the Jalan Bunga Raya and the food is just so so only la or mayb i can't use to the food there.... 1stly we ate clams and seafood snails next to the drain(feel errie rite). Than bought 2pohpiah at roadside. Later eat wantan mee and hokkien char. hehehheeeee.... All the food there is recommend by Brian. Pity him that night, makan until can not masuk d. Bluekzzz... Than we go Jonker Walk. At there we saw Cheah Woon and with her bunch of friends. Really a lot of peoples there. Sesak la all the jalan. But is fun see the old uncle singing there and also dancing(better stamina than youngster). The bad thing is my stupid brother can't join us there. he is in Seremban doing business la. He have no time to come down. If he come down we all lagi gila and play the whole night. Is already 5 months din see him liau lor. The information from my sis is that he already slim down(hahahaaa...he been scared by the hantu in his condo that he rent with Jack lor) Unbelievable...Pity him la. don dare to go back home to sleep lor (padan muka la). Midnite received his call and he shoot and suan from him la. Cheh... macam bagus. Me, my mum and sis talk for the the whole night la. Until 2am++. Really fun lor. Is really fun after sometimes din met them la. I think Nadia also having fun la cause she balik to Penang d. Ermmm.... must be very enjoy eating homecook lor. The good stuff is my sis give me RM100 lor... hahahahhahaaaa... din work also got income easily la... Thanks you sis. I LUV U. muakzzz..... -Miserable In My Heart-

2005-07-16T17:54:00.000+08:00

The Cage
This is my cage,
my life my daily existence
my morning hot chocolate
my late night supper.

This is my cage,
my life my day at campus,
my day at home
my postponed holiday
my weekend retreat.

This is my cage,
my life
my daily routine
my day and night
my truth, my lies.

This is my cage,
my life
my dreams all gone
my hopes forgone
my song, my music.

This is my cage,
my life
my thoughts alone
my longing, my home
this is my cage, this is my life.

2005-07-16T17:18:00.000+08:00

Chinese Astrology For Tiger

Eager for action, the Tiger may instead be surrounded by harmony. In order to turn their energy into useful channels, they must join cultural clubs or participate in different debates and seminars. If an occasion presents itself, they will have an interest in discovering new countries, civilizations and peoples still unknown to them. Their trips will stimulate their thinking and help them acquire wisdom.

Tiger Romantic

First quarter
At the beginning of this period, the astral influences seem rather ambiguous as far as couple life is concerned. One could say generally that the stars will be more favorable to young people and to couples in the making than to longer established couples. The latter may have to deal with questions of money or social status. From February on, owing to the superb influxes, you'll be very seductive and will have no problems making conquests. Don't privilege the amorous side of your relationships; make sure your couple life is balanced. If you succeed in correcting this penchant, then you can expect very pleasurable moments and experience divine surprises.

Second quarter
For many natives of this sign, their love lives will have a certain stability; but this will not prevent them from living intensely. If you live in a couple, take things seriously and do not indulge in lengthy and pointless discussions; you'll strengthen your ties through a very agreeable complicity. As for single natives, a change of status may be in the cards, based on their stable and serious union. But the planetary environment will throw a little upheaval into the mix by May. Don't demand much from your mate without accepting their personality.

Third quarter
The astral environment in July will render you very open to love. Don't, however, waver between cynicism and dreams without clear reasons. You'll perhaps untiringly look for an ideal love, all without realizing that you're running after a mirage. If you don't want to spend your energy uselessly, resist your thirst for novelty and think of looking for someone who will appreciate your qualities and make you happy.

Fourth quarter
The affairs of your heart on the whole will fare well during October. You'll experience unforgettable moments of bliss. All told, you won't really have to complain, particularly if you view love as a thrilling game. If you are not married, during December there may be disturbances in your love life, mainly because of your jealousy toward someone who is independent-minded. You may also be attracted by someone who doesn't suit you well. Take care -- don't drop your prey for its shadow.

2005-07-16T15:17:00.000+08:00

Today is Saturday.There is raining outside there but is not heavy and also very cloudy. The sun lost. I keep wondering and looking out the window to search for the sun. My plan to library from yesterday have been cancel cause my mum and my sis is coming over here. I clean my room and wash all my dirt cloth. Haizz.... very tired la. Than makan-ing lunch with Brian. Talk about Carmen and the other friends masuk balai because there is checking in Jack D. hahhahhaaaa..... luckily he din masuk. Than talk about Ah Leong's gurlfriend masuk balai and don wan to tell him and bla and bla and bla... Today i not in the mood to talk to much so i just listen to Brian talk. He do all the talking and i just listen and give some suggestions. After that we go laundry take my cloth back home. Me now waiting for my mum and my sis. I really don't like the feeling of waiting for someone. It really not nice. The longer i wait the more frustrated i feel. Argh... No offence. I should be studying now but i can't cause the music is on, my bed is next to me and my beloved laptop is just in front of me now. I can't study in my room la. I don noe why. Today the weather is just like my mood now. Hard to describe. Listen to all the chinese songs that i don understand but all seem like sad love songs. Already 3.30pm my mum and sis still haven't reach here yet. My exam is next week and i haven't started anything yet. In my heart i felt guilty and bad maybe cause i just waste my time away by doing nothing la. Don noe what Anne doing in her meeting and did Kuhan buy the printer this morning...??? I think Leonan is playing maple now, Cindy sitting in front PC doing nothing as usual (i guess), Cheah Woon must be studying in her room (pia ar......), Shin Yee i don have any idea la. Me oso same la sitting in front my laptop doing shit and waiting for mum and sis. Cheen Yi must be doing some shopping at Gurney Plaza lor (routine for every weekend), Yeok Yen must be working la..., Shirley must be accompany her mum buy some cook stuff for next week, visit gradma or hanging out with her frenz that study together with her at 2STUDIO Institute, Siew Ping is the most extra-ordinary friends cause she will study all the time la and go to tuition lor (STPM), and for the less-ordinary friend Ooi Bee Hui she must be sleeping lor or gossiping about her friends around her(pity her BF have to listen to her nagging la) hahahahaaa... luckily me, Cheen Yi, Shirley and Bee Hui din take STPM la. Thanks God. I Luv U. now looking at my bed i felt very sleepy d and keep on yawn and yawns non stop.Hope my mum will reach here as soon as possible. couldn't wait to look at them la. Really angry with my sis. They should be arrive here this morning because she delaying alot la. Feel want to chop her but tak sampai hati la sayang kat dia (she is my 3rd ATM machine at home la).hehhehehheeee.... bad leh... Anyway fine don care la. As long they come to Melaka can d la. Bluekzzz. Tonite must be fun d. I can go Jonker Walk and do some shopping there la and also can go JJ buy some stuff (yogurt and chocolate.... yummy...!!!). Miss my mum so much la. Isshhh......Still havent reach la. St. Anne festival is just end of this month la. I wan to go back and celebrate with my friends la... Haizzz.... Exam the shit, exam and shit the exam. Purposely make me can't go back only la. Just like KANASAI. -Miserable In My Heart-

2005-07-15T15:59:00.000+08:00

Today is July 15, 2005 (9.30pm) and raining outside there. Is the first day i start this blogspot. I oso don noe why i start this stuff. This is my 2nd year and also the 5th week for this 1st semester in MoneyMakingUniversity (MMU). My life become more miserable when i enter to 2nd year. Everything started to change. Leonan and Cindy went to Cyberjaya for their 2nd year in Uni. Me still in Melaka. This afternoon, on the way to library i met Brian. He on his way back home. Than i go to library and study. At there i met with Ismaily, Said, Lay Chee and Ahmed. We discuss about our group assignment for product modification. Everyone got unhappy with the suggestion. Than they went for prayer at surau. Me still continue study at the library on the highest floor. It quite blank in the library today. Than about 2hrs later Kuhan appear with his friends sitting at the end near the glass window. They seem to be waiting for their next class. We have a talk for a while and we laugh. I laugh non stop and i laugh and laugh. Everyone look at me.ehhehehheheee.... so pai seh... than talk and talk and talk...Study, look at the notes and looking around to cuci mata...But MMU don have leng chai. don noe where the leng chai go. haizz.... Than at 6.15pm looking at the big glass window there and see the sky after the rain stop. it look really nice and the whole sky so bright. Just like the way to heaven have open and also like the cotton candy. Suddenly see Anne and Kuhan sitting there. Terkejut la...See them waving at me. Haizz... Anne said later going to have dinner but not with me, Brian and Kuhan(dating la.. lagi ada apa)jk...than okla. Makan dinner with Kuhan. I eat cempadak goreng, fried raddish cake and nasi goreng but i din finish even 1 food on the table. For the sake of fun ordering and paying my money for the horrible food here. Than Brian came and join us there. He only talk and din order anything. Cause he come here to gepo mer. Still same as usual la... Boom him lor. Since nothing to do la...i Balik 1st cause wanna watch TV3 drama and samore i don feel like lepak-ing there. Than later Lacer-guy balik and told me that he not balik-ing to Seremban. Oh.... Keeping on watching movie. Not interested cause nothing to boom him. Keep on waiting for Anne to come for her GREEN APPLE and talking about that DINNER.Finally she reach here around 10pm. Oh great!!!Story time... than we talk softly and laugh loudly... hehehehheheeeee......Pity Kuhan waiting there outside my house. We forget about him d. ehehhehheheheee.... Sorry Kuhan. Than we start talking and talking. Laugh until mulut lenguh and perut oso sakit.The most funny stuff is the way Kuhan laugh. That make me and Anne laugh non stop by just looking at him laugh. Sound funny rite but is horrible la...
We waiting for Brian to yum char but he din reply our SMS. So we go yumcah-ing 1st lor. And see the rats running around us. Is very horrible but they're very cute. Rat=Cute Little Monster. Sampai the shop apa lagi la.Order la. Sit, talk and laugh la. Talk smoothly and laugh loudly just as usual la. Talk about everything la... Damn fun and funny la. We start something and Kuhan will finish it with something bad and sound hrrible. Rite Anne... Than life so sienz and bored again. Come back to the room and finish the blogspot that i don half way la...Now i sitting here just quietly type and think back what funny stuff i did for the whole days. Very happy suddenly la. i received Cindy SMS la. hahahahhahaaaa... quite a long time i din receive her SMS and also maybe my mum and sis is coming down to Melaka. hahahahahhaaaa......(not so sure she coming or not cause she rushing back to work on Monday la... haizzz....) really miss them alot.Receive a news that my younger sis bought a handphone and samore berlagak macam bagus nia... anyway happy for her la. Cause she wanted a new phone so badly and she don wan the Jay Chou advertisment on the phone on Panasonic anymmore. Pity the Jay Chou...Waiting for 2moro to come lor...-Miserable in my heart-