I'm going to Korea on this coming Thursday and I don't even feel happy.
Not excited and I'm just moody. Coming back home make me so sad.
I don't like coming back home now.
Life change and peoples change...

What should I do?

My Tarot Card - The Lover

The Lovers is predominantly a card of the emotions, and it often portrays love that is divinely blessed, either by Cupid, an angel, or by God Himself. This seems to imply that nothing but good can come of this union, though with such a dualistic card there is always the potential for a sad conclusion, despite the best of beginnings. After all, love is like a flame because it can ignite the blaze of passion, but also because it can consume and destroy if used carelessly. Love is a wonderful thing, but profane or unrequited love has the power to tear families and lives apart. The Lovers has within it the potential for such love and we must always be cautious of it.



My Palm Reading - Blissful and Loving Life

Your hands tell you that you will live a blissful and loving life in which you are surrounded by loved ones and enjoy the close bonds you've developed with people - your family, friends, neighbors, co-workers, children, etc. These will be the people who are eager to share your happiness or help you out during difficult times.



Meaning Behing My Name - Popular and Optimistic

You are a very exciting person. Everyone loves you. You have excellent ways of viewing people. And most of the time you think positively.



Chinese Astrology - Tiger

Tigers are strong but very emotional and sensitive. They can get stubborn over things that they believe to be right or true.

Eccentric and dramatic, Fire Tigers are aglow with passion and verve. They are outgoing, expressive and look on the bright side of things. They have the Tiger's natural ability to lead others and are able to excite others simply with their own gift of enthusiasm. They can be funny and have great senses of humor. Tigers are powerful speakers and have the ability to command and persuade crowds through speech. Their own seemingly endless supply of energy can make them appear a bit dramatic, and it may make them more sensitive to cautious or down-to-earth approaches in others.

lovable, alluring, warm-hearted, altruistic, honourable, hard-working, pleasant, independent, engaging, dynamic and idealist sweetie pies

rash, hot-headed, reckless, infatuated, quarrelsome, caustic, moody, predatory, rebellious, disobedient and irreverent rascals



My Birth Month about Me - September

Suave and compromising
Careful, cautious and organized
Likes to point out people's mistake
Likes to criticize
Quiet but able to talk well
Calm and cool
Kind and sympathetic
Concerned and detailed
Trustworthy, loyal and honest
Does work well
Sensitive
Thinking
Good memory
Clever and knowledgeable
Loves to look for information
Must control oneself when criticizing
Able to motivate oneself
Understanding
Secretive
Loves sports, leisure and traveling
Hardly shows emotions
Tends to bottle up feelings

Today I feel like want to cry working in the office and facing all my colleagues
I need to bear to stay for 7 hours here. Please make the time pass faster.
Today will be better IF I take MC and lie on the bed under my comforter with all the pillows and bolsters around me. The comfort I receives from the bed. Just think of it make me feel better.

Rain rain please go away and bring me the sun...

Difference between WIFE and GIRLFRIEND...

Some people say: Wife is a HARIMAU (TIGER)
Girlfriend is HARI HARI MAHU (everyday also need)

And some say: Wife is like TV, Girlfriend is like Handphone (HP). At home watch TV, go out bring HP. No money sell TV. Got money change HP. Sometimes enjoy TV but most of the time play with HP. TV free for life but for HP if you don't pay, the services will be terminated.
TV is big, bulky and most of the time old but HP is cute, slim, curvy and very portable at any time.

Operational cost for TV is often acceptable but for HP is high and often demanding.
Most Important, TV got remote but HP don't have.

Last but not least, TV do not have virus but HP have VIRUS.
Once get it, HABIS LAH (GONE). So better choose TV



Thanks Stanley, sharing with me this email.

Recently I do not know what I want in my life.
In so small amounts of time, so many things had happens - bad and good.
Sometimes, I feel very frustrated with my life and jobs but I do not have much choice. Life seem so colourful. The colourful of life is make from the happiness, sadness, frustration, wonderful, stress, tension, bored and etc. The combination of all these make our life more colourful but yet I found that sadness is more than happiness.

Live to work OR Work to live. Which phrase am I in now...? I'm so confuse most of the time.




~~~Life so miserable ~~

Today is Monday and two hours later will be Tuesday
Holiday just end like that and I need to go back to the life that I don't really enjoy - work + work + work
I miss "someone" very much...
I wonder did that "someone" thinking of me and miss me as I do
I hate this feeling that I having now.
Feel and Emotion is a very complicated and very hard to understand...

~~~Life will be better tomorrow~~~

Pictures of the day...

- most memorable day of my life

- the most exciting day in my life

- wonderful day of my life

- the love of my life

- life of my life

Christmas 2008 in Haadyai, Thailand